Church Girl. That was the theme of a recent women’s conference at my church. The theme acknowledged the stereotype that labels a church girl with a long list of unrealistic expectations. And it clarified the real definition that a church girl is imperfect and accepted and called whatever God calls her.
The “church girl” theme has stirred my thinking about my
own life as a church girl. Being a church girl doesn’t mean you were raised in
a church, but I was. For my parents, church was more than Sunday mornings.
Church was our whole life. Our church family became our extended family. If it
takes a village, my village was the church. And there were a lot of other church
girls in my village who influenced me.
One of my first such influencers was a traveling evangelist
named Sister Willie Johnson. I was about five years old when she held a revival
at a church in a neighboring town. I remember many evenings after my dad got
home from work, my family ate a hurried supper and drove 25 miles to hear her
speak at a church in Bay City, Texas.
Sister Willie Johnson was different than other ministers
I had seen in my long five years of sitting and sleeping on church pews. She
was the first female preacher I had encountered. Sister Johnson broke the
stereotype that had already formed in my experience that women were Sunday
School teachers and men were preachers. Her words may have been the same as the
men, but her delivery was different. She was strong, soft, fierce and gentle
all at the same time. She had gravitas. She wore a white dress with a dark cape
that dramatically swirled around as she walked from one side of the platform to
the other. I did not fall asleep on the pew during any of her sermons. I was
captivated!
Sister Johnson also gave me my first experience with a
leadership figure who had darker skin than me. She was bi-racial and I realize now
that in the mid-1960’s her ministering in mostly white churches must have been a
pretty big deal.
What I remember most about her is her singing. She sang
before and after her sermon, accompanied by her traveling companion and organist,
Charlene Day. Sister Johnson played the tambourine and sang with as much flair as
she preached. The song that went on repeat in my mind this week as I thought
about her is “We’ve Come This Far by Faith” by Albert A. Goodson.
We’ve come this far by faith,
Leaning on the Lord.
Trusting in his holy word.
He’s never failed us yet.
Oh, Oh, Oh – can’t turn around,
We’ve come this far by faith.
If you know that song, you just sang those Oh Oh Oh’s
with your own visceral memory of what you’ve come through in your life. If you
haven’t heard it, enjoy this rendition performed by the IGM virtual choir during
the 2020 pandemic. https://youtu.be/ifj0KIhZAdg
I have since learned about some of the things Sister
Johnson had come through by the time I sat under her voice. Her story is told
in the book “Through the Waters” by author Lori Wagner. Now I better understand
how far she had come trusting in the Lord and leaning on His word. audible.com/pd/Through-the-Waters-The-Life-and-Ministry-of-Evangelist-Willie-Johnson-Audiobook/B07SBG7LJB
At five years old I hadn’t lived long enough to have “come
this far by faith.” I had a stable childhood in a loving home. Life hadn’t thrown
any curve balls my way yet. But I sang with Sister Johnson in the collective
church voice because I was a church girl. And later, I would have my own voice of
experience about how far I had come. By faith. Leaning on the Lord. Trusting in
His holy word. And with a memory verse planted deep enough to take root that “we
walk by faith and not sight.” [2 Corinthians 5:7]
I haven’t always been able to see where I was going, but
I’ve always been able to walk there by faith. Thank you, Sister Willie Johnson,
from one church girl to another.
In the next few blog posts, I will share stories of a few
other church girls who influenced me, hoping that my memories will jog yours. Think
beyond the ‘praying grandmother’ and those whose job was to mold you. What
about those with a more distant or brief encounter. Who influenced you? Who are
you influencing?
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